I need some inspiration slash motivation! Why is it so hard to come by. Sometimes I forget that things should not be easy.

Coraline was a visually delicious film. I saw it in 3D last night. Missed the first ten minutes of it because for some reason or another we decided to eat at Applebee's instead of something like Wendy's when we only had half an hour left before the movie. It...was not a well-thought out plan. I don't think I've ever gorged food so quickly in my life.

Some portion of the movie plot were, "meh." But a film like this needs to be watched on the big screen. I wouldn't mind doing something like for the rest of my life. Keep dreaming right

I saw the fattiest fat fat squirrel on campus this morning and it made me happy. I wish I had food to give him.

One word: bacon.

There's my glorious morning define as I skip biology lab lecture to work on my mutant baby with two head and as many limbs as I can manage before Monday. The bacon smell won't go away! Five minutes extra in the oven shrinks them down to five-inch-long pieces of fatty charcoal.

Let's see, what else is there to say? Gas prices. Pass. Brad and Angelina's in vitro babies. Pass. Self-esteem issues. Pass. Too much of that already.

I do have a slight headache though. Oh right. Art related. For a while I wanted to try doing commission work, but then I realized I don't have enough pieces in my gallery, let alone enough pieces of one style. I used to have a style, one which seems to have evaporated as I began to take art more seriously, and coming in contact with more and more types of art. I already passed on self-esteem issues, so I won't get into that. The point is (I'm trying to find one here...) I want to need to find myself (oh cliche, kill me now). There's just so many possibilities and also so many gifted, passionate, extremely bright and opinionated artists out there that I feel so insignificantly...oh dear, here we go again. Anyway. I want to do some commissions, but before that, I must draw like my life depends on it. Which it does.

ADVERTISING. Of friends/people I know. On a whim